On Sunday my baby will turn one. I’m planning the little family celebration and have ordered his present from us all, but I still can’t believe it. It seems it was only the other day that I was in the hospital marvelling at my little newborn. Where did it go?
Dear Baby Ben, (I’ll still be calling you that for a long time, even if its only in my head!)
I look at you pushing a stool or a trolley around the room and can’t believe you have taken your first step. I’m so very proud of you, but can’t believe we are here already.
You have taught us all so many things:
– that we can survive a year of broken sleep 
– that paper should be another food group
- that puppies are hilarious
- that having Post Natal Depression with your first baby, doesn’t automatically mean you’ll get it again
– that toilets and dustbins are far more fun than toys
– that we have more than enough love for two of you
– having a brother encourages patience, empathy and generosity (most of the time)
- I can survive for a few hours without you by my side, and you don’t even miss me!
I marvel at all the little things that you have learnt without me realising it - where the plug goes in the sink, what the remote is for, how to open child proof latched cupboards, how to pick up peas and corn off your tray, and what to do with the chalk and chalkboard. I gaze at your long eyelashes, shining eyes and chunky baby limbs and can’t believe you’re my little boy.
My darling boy, I am so grateful for your love, your health, your sense of humour and your energy…and our journey together has only just begun. We have so much to look forward to!
Thankful Thursday is over at Kate Says Stuff – Thank-you Kate for reminding us to stop and be grateful.
Have a beautiful day!
Ash x
PS Ben is showing off his B is for bear new hoodie today!
